day in the life.

wake up, check clock, oh good, 5:43 am. still 2 hours and some change to sleep. sleep. beep beep! fuck, it's 8:00. i should get up. fuck it. i'll be late. change alarm to 8:30am. sleep. wake up. 8:05. if i get up now i can be to work on time. fuck it. sleep. 8:15. this is so stupid. i won't feel any better just because i slept for a little while longer. sleep. 8:27. get up. drink cup of water. change underwear. i hate showers. wipe armpits with yesterdays t-shirt. reapply deoderant. new shirt. same jeans. flip flops. e-mail. myspace. check for software updates. words of the day. junk mail. myspace bulletins: chain letters, shameless plugs, pleas for attention. your software is up to date. brush teeth. gag as i brush my tongue. wallet keys phone. contacts. briefcase or backpack. lock handle, deadbolt. creak downstairs. bus stop. stranger on bench. stand 10 feet away. look around nervously. bus approaches. nod hello to driver. find own seat with out crumbs/dirt. avoid eye contact. watch girl get off at her stop. work. e-mail e-mail e-mail. meeting. blog blog blog. meeting. e-mail e-mail e-mail. chat chat chat. 2:15pm. less than 3 hours to go. e-mail e-mail e-mail. yahoo. imdb. pitchforkmedia. commondreams. yahoo. apple. next blog next blog next blog. 3:45. veggie dogs. banter with aziz. e-mail e-mail e-mail. yahoo yahoo yahoo. 4:53. unplug ipod. say goodbye. bus stop. crowded. bus. crowded. home. sweaty. tv. dvr. internet. sg. nap. more tired than ever. coffee shop. stare stare stare. read paper. stare stare stare. smoke smoke smoke. leave. bar. beer. beer. beer. beer. beer. beer. beer. beer. sick. leave. water. saltines. coast to coast am. sleep. dream dream dream.

-gar